Monday morning I walked into work.
It was just like any other Monday, but this particular Monday I was feeling
pretty good. Christmas was coming up. Although my daughter would not be here
for Christmas, I was somewhat looking forward to it. Money is always a problem
and I always struggle at this time of year, always wondering where I am going
to get money to buy gifts for my kids and my family. As I look back over the
years, it has always worked out. But this Monday sure tested my faith.
As I was waiting for my computer to
boot up, I walked to the printer to get my work. On my way to the printer I said
my “Hi’s” to all the girls in the office. As I turned to go back to my desk, my
manager and a supervisor from the corporate office wanted to talk to me in the
conference room. As soon as he said “This is going to be difficult to say”, I knew
what was coming. What I did not expect were the lies. When someone lies, they
think you are stupid enough to believe them. I think that upsets me more than
the lie itself.
How do I know they were lies? Maybe
it was the way he was sweating bullets when he told me it was because of my
write-ups. The last one was back in June. Maybe it was the way he was shaking
like he was in the middle of a seizure when he told me the customer was
requesting a “Personnel change”, or maybe it was the way neither one of them
could look me in the face. I had no idea this was coming. I never called in
sick, and when I was sick I would work from home. All my days off were
scheduled days off. I even had left over vacation time and personal time that I
was told to use by the end of the year. I always asked if anyone needed help. I
also asked for additional training on different things, but everyone was too
busy to train me. I am not saying I was a perfect employee. No one is. We all
make mistakes. But this was unacceptable. More unacceptable was the fact that
they could not wait until after the Holiday’s.
So, here I am again. Facing unemployment.
This is how it is in transportation….. time to find a new career.